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Wreck Over You

2010-10-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

A part of me was dying

2010-10-20T21:33:00.002+08:00

Joe's in the hospital ): Get well soon ! Got back all of the papers alr I think . Hate my marks . 40+ , 50+ , wth is this . Only got myself to blame for not studying hard enough ): At least , my maths & science got improve abit .... I think ? Today after sch visited Joe for awhile @ hospital with Eunice , Karen , Clara . Quarreled with mum after sch . Felt fking guilty . Met Huiyu at 5plus , ate awhile , talked thn went home . Screw mrs woo ah , why the streaming thingy so different from last year's ? Why must choose btwn dnt,fnn,art ? I all 3 also dontwant sia . & thn lit,poa,amaths under 1 column . What bout those ppl who fail both lit & maths ? Thn if me , I cfm going lit le la , maths fail , lit just passed (maybe) . So retarded ): If take art can buy camera , but thn that stupid aunt so kiamsiap , cfm got quarrels bout buying a camera one lor -_- fcuk her . hate her ttm . Pffft . Shall find other things to do nao o: . & screw my phone ah . Why keep auto shut down for no reason ? full batt also want shut down ): wth is this !
I wish we'd talk more like we did last time . ):

Addicted to lovin' you

2010-10-16T23:37:00.001+08:00

SAKDEGWAYFWISHMAHMIEEE(L)

Met Huiyu @ 7eleven , 2.30++ . Ate the 7eleven de microwave food <: Then , cut hair . MY FRINGE IZ SIDE BANGS NAO ???? ): Cheenagirlz96 . Me & Huiyu same hairstyle leyy . Like maa-ter like door-ter :D . Then bused to ws , bought cup walker , slacked at outside Popular there . Camwhored alot manzxc (Y) Love those 2 pics up there :D:D First pic her specs make my eye so biggg sia AHAHAHAHA chio eyez o: . Then walked out of ws , heard one siao uncle "RARARARARA" . Kept immitating him , THEN HOR , THIS STUPID HUIYU SIAOZHABOR , HEARHEARHEAR THEN LAUGHLAUGH PUIIII OUT HER CHEEZE FRIEZ AT ME ): wiped at tree trunk , thn like even worst , got the brackbrack thingy LOL . & hor , I don't like my fringe la ): cheenagirlz96 prus it'll become center parting when wind blowblow o: nooooo ... okayz very hyper nao :D IM DAMN BORED AHHHHHH . k nvm, buhbye :D

That's what you get for moving on

2010-10-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER , YEAH MAN :D Funny that the comp was so attractive during the exam period that I kept getting distracted by it , but now I find it boring :x . Haiyo . And screw art ah :x Didn't do according to what I wanted to do . Ytd night , was so scared I'll forget take paint brush taht I put file with paint brush . Then end up , forget take magazine . Heng Joe got Teenage mag ah :x Then art exam spent like , 30 mins cutting . Then anyhow paste here paste there . After that , went to macs with Eunice , Meifei , Peiyi . Ate , then went home , showered , changed , left hse at 1++ , met Peiyi . Trained to Cityhall to buy SHINee Stickys :D . Walked out of mrt hor , then infront of the mrt , got one couple kissing , the guy so tall then the head tilt at such an angle that I was reminded of twilight o.o Blood sucking LOL . Walked around , took pics till 3 , went to Starbucks to buy the Sticky . Bought the Sticky with Onew's name ^^ Grape flavoured ! Peiyi's Jonghyun was green apple flavoured (: . Took pics with the Sticky till it almost melted . Trained back to Pasir Ris at around 3.50 smth ? Met Eunice , passed her the Sticky , then walked to central . Peiyi bought soya bean milk , then went home le <: .

DAMNDAMNDAMN BORED NOW . I miss blowing out candles on a bday cake y'know ):

Givin' up so easily

2010-10-11T20:14:00.001+08:00

Early morning forgot take calculator :x ps joe , made you wait so long . Eng , die le uh . Summary wrote till 170 words , cuz lazy to cut . Break , studied geog . Geog also die le , alot dk . 2 down , 7 more to go :D Went Eunice hse to study , failed heh . Gonna start on art , maybe tmr bah :/ .

Wtf are you tryna do . Just because you got no one to talk to thn you come msg us ? Fk off la . Next time dont even think of msging me can, I won't reply -_-

I'll wait just a little bit longer , but I'm doing this fine without you boy .

2010-10-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

Met Eunice at busstop , bused to e!hub , bought sweets at 7eleven . Ate at superdog , studied there from 1+ - 6+ ;x . Kept getting distracted , hyper cuz of sweets :x . Huiyu came halfway , Eunice left at 4plusplus :x . Then Arthur came , me & Huiyu at there siaosiao haha . Huiyu's braces iz pineapple , ppl de is just joint sideways , hers is joint up down left right :D . Plus got blueblue de LOL . Then walked to ws , homed at 7.40 smth ? At first mum ignore , thn ltr scold/nag like siaoz -_- . Yi tian bu nian bu ke yi de meh , haiz . Tomorrow gotta go mandai w mum & aunts .. Sickening , someone msg me tmr leh ! Or I swear I will die of boredom hahaha . :/ 4 more days to 2 years .. Why does time fly so fast de ? :/

I'm addicted to wasting time .

2010-10-08T20:57:00.000+08:00

Met Joelle . Walked to school . Reading period , no tchers . Music for 4 periods . Recess . Maths . Bus-ed to e!hub . Ate at Buddy Hoagies(?) . Helped Eunice to eat half her spagetti cos I was the one who didn't say her order properly ._. . Walked to Eunice's hse , tried to study but fail . Homed at 6.30 . Gonna study with Eunice tmr :D I wanna get A1 for geog , hahahah . Gonna go Mandai on Sunday :/ Lesser time to study haiz . 5 more days to 2 years w/out him :/ ... Shall study now , bye :D
There would be alot of difference if you were right here with me . I wouldn't be doing so badly at my studies . Laoba wo hen xiang ni ....

Driving myself insane,

2010-10-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

School . Pe . MT . Recess . Science . Geog . Eng (relief) . School bell . Outside 2/2 . Whitesands with Eunice . Ate . Studied/Smsed . Listened to music . Watched Hello MV @ phone (Y) . Phone died at 5.50 smth . Left Whitesands at 6+ . 3% of battery lasted 5 songs/bus ride back home . Comp all the way till now . Doing homework . Trying to stay awake . Suddenly thinking too much . I want to fast forward to 23 days ahead , lets see if that really happens , see how many presents I'll get , see how many posts on fb I'll get . LOL . Shall concentrate now , so that I can sleep earlier . Nights <3
I'm really confused . Why do I feel this way ?!

Only when you're lonely

2010-10-05T17:04:00.003+08:00

What if I really failed that badly . W.t.f. . Can't afford to fail like that for EOY , I srsly dontwant retain sia ! Rather tiao lou zi sha ~ .. Shall try to study now .. Can't be glued to comp ! .

Fvck everything . I know I'm not trying . Not at all . Too lazy . Still glued to comp . I know if I don't buck up , cfm retain . Yet idk why I'm not even trying to study. Wtf is wrong with me . I don't want Monday to come so fast . I don't even wanna know what'll happen after the exams . 35% , cfm lowest in class . If EOY also get 35% , might as well die ? Argh .
Will you mean what you said ? I hope so .

Bittersweet

2010-10-02T19:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I wonder . Am I a failure ? My attitude sucks . My studies sucks . Whatever I do is wrong . Whenever I try to study it's either I get distracted , or give up , then on the comp . Why why why . Can't I just pretend the comp isn't working ? . I keep getting the feeling , that no one believe in me . Not even my mum . "If your father was around , you wouldn't be like this . You won't keep pon school , won't keep failing your subjects ."
Why can't I prove her wrong . Why can't I just concentrate . What if I need retain . I'd rather die -_- . Why am I so stupid . I miss my laoba , so fucking much ):

Kept in my heart,

2010-09-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

Woke up abit late , sorry Eunice , caused you wait so long x.x . MT , slept abit , tired . Geog test , gg ah , anyhow answer . I don't think I can pass . Recess , studied Maths abit . Maths , had test , cfm fail one , I think formula correct but then I plus wrongly or whatever -_- . Lit , boring much , read book . Eng , boring much too . After school , went to ws with Eunice , ate KFC , went to her house . Walked in the rain but no , I'm not having headache ): Studied abit , went home at 5.45 . Exam starting alr , English paper 1 & MT paper 1 tmr , sickening ah . Got feeling with fail Eng , MT cfm fail one . Didn't study for Eng , shall chiong study tmr 8D . ~~Won't be online-ing that much~~ (wo zuo bu dao LOL) , must must must study cuz I don't wanna retain :D . Meeting Joelle at 6.20 , gonna sleep now , nights :D

I think it's time for a change;

2010-09-29T18:05:00.001+08:00

Today , met Eunice & Peiyi @ front gate . Then assembly blahblahblah , then pe , stand at there dk which dumb idiot go kick the ball kenna me , stomach pain like zzz -_- Then mt , was sleepy , then do zuo wen , anyhow write then slept for few mins . Recess , went to find Ms Wani cos of the construction thingo . Thanks Yuqian for pei-ing me :D:D . didn't eat , hungry like abcd @: Then science , geog , eng , didnt really pay attention :x mind only thinking of eating hahaha . After school went to ws with Eunice . Ate at kopitiam , then bought mini ice kachang . The mini really very the mini hor . Waste money :x . Only the ontop de ice nice LOL . Then studied , Eunice teached me abit , can understand leh 8D . Si eunice ah , take my phone anyhow msg ppl . LOL . Then went home at around , 4+ going to 5 . Tyvm for the Mr Happy keychain , steadstead :D Mr Nosey is now at my bag LOL . Said I wouldn't be using comp , so gonna off now . Gotta study for geog & maths test tmr , heh . Bye :D

I have a lot of things that I want to say , but I choose not to say them

2010-09-27T21:38:00.000+08:00

Today , auto woke up at 1.40++ am , looked at hp , blurblur de , i saw 1 as 6 , thought was 6.40 , chiong , then my mum also wake up LOL . Then wanted msg ppl then see , eh , 1am only wth ! Heng I never go bathe / send the msg ah :x Feel damn retarded hahahaah . Second time this happened le :x The other time even worst , 1240am hahaha . Went school , science , was half asleep . Art , slept abit . Recess , Joelle & Eunice taught me maths <: Thanks alot , hehe . Then maths , lit , then sch end , went to whitesands with Eunice Peiyi they all . Ate at kopitiam , spagettiiiii . Cheat my feeling uh . Chicken Ham Spagetti . I thoguht was Chicken and Ham . Then later was like , eh , why no ham , ohh cheat my feeling -_- . After lunch , went to 7eleven , Eunice & Peiyi bought gummy , I bought jelly ice cream . Then stood outside library , ate finish , threw the stick into the book hole there . I'm awesome , tyvm . In library , tried to study but failed . Jelly ice cream makes me hyper . Wrote Onew's name all over fullscap . Wrote one "Hello aunty , do you like onew/leejinki ? -plus somemore crap I forgot-" , then threw into the book hole again LOL . Then bought ice cream , Eunice pei-ed wo stand outside ws entrance just to eat finish . LOL xiexie ah :D . Now doing maths homework , there's maths remedial tmr , sian -_- . Okays , shall try to concentrate on homework-ing , bye :D .

Entertain the pain

2010-09-25T18:47:00.002+08:00

ONEW :D

Didn't do much today :/ . Woke up , msged Huiyu & Eunice & Yuqian :D . Then on-ed comp , played till never really study -_- . Find it damn hard to study uh . Keep cannot absorb things , argh . Damn scared fail , then need retain , then blahblahblah . Haiyz . I dontwant exam come , yet want exam faster over LOL . Then can go out with Eunice that dingdongbell/lao ah pek :> . Okay , shall try to study now , byebye :D
I think you're disgusting . Fucking disgusting . Thank God you're not my friend . Not anymore .

What if

2010-09-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

MT , read storybook . Then had test , slept . Geog , went to it resource room . Recess , skip , forgot what's after recess . K w/e . After school , went with Eunice & Peiyi . Bought mango ice cream . Ate abit only then lick dao the ice cream drop x.x sad leh ! Is like want eat agn thn air then eh ? where's my ice cream ? Oh , on the floor . HAIZ . Then went ws eat , then went to Eunice hse . Studied for awhile , camwhored abit , then homed at 6+ . Kk , gonna study le , bye :D .
I tored it and threw it down the chute . It's pointless keeping that movie ticket anyways .

The only reason for time is so that everything doesn’t happen at once.

2010-09-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

PE , was damn sleeeeepy . MT , no teachers , idk what I did haha . Recess , ate chocolate icecream ! :D tastes like hl milk LOL . After recess till after school , was at mac lab . Sleepy but can't sleep :/ . Then after school , went to Peiyi's house with Joelle , Karen , Meifei & Eunice (: . Ate at Peiyi's , they all dump their peas on my plate >: LOL . Played with Peiyi's brother's de piggybank thingy , Eunice made him rich , $300++ LOL . Went home at around 4 , 5 ? Me & Eunice chiong down to 5th floor take lift , reached first then laughed at the rest when they came later . Then walked home with Joelle , reach home , was supposed to sleep till 6.30 , ended up sleeping till 9++ x.x . Didn't even study , argh ! Damn scared cmi leh :/ . Just ate finish half the mooncake , damn full now ! Ahahaha , kay , gonna study science soon , bye :D

Can't forget to breathe slow .

2010-09-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

Home ec practical gg o: . Put in the garlic then the oil splatter then I scared do anyt , then garlic chaoda . LOL . Then later like , scared put in / take out from the oven . x.x Then later need go taste or w/e . Then ms chan say isit garlic burnt . Z , lol . Recess , ate abit of the baked rice . Keep throwing phone at container till container cover crack , LOL . skipskipskip . After sch met Clara at CC . Supposed to study with her but kinda lost mood . Scarly she think I got attitude prob , everytime with her keep pekcek . LOL o: , sorreh , but yknow the reason right , clara . :D . & tomorrow onwards , gonna online only at 8pm :) . Gotta kick that habit of on-ing comp as soon as I reach home . LESS THN 20 DAYS TO EOY , DIE LIAO LOR . Kk bye
fuck you . you suck , hardcore . super glue to ppl only LOL LOL . despo kia ?

I like you as you are , you don't have to save the world

2010-09-21T00:02:00.001+08:00

Today sucked . Was unhappy bout something for the whole day . -_- , I know , just because of that then I pekcek like v stupid hor ? Forget it bah , in a few more days I'll forget it le , hopefully . Had science , art , then recess . Finally got to eat the icecream , :D ! Strawberrrrry . But then I want eat chocolate de . LOL . Then lessons , maths sucked . lit boring . Then went to Jialing's house , then went to ws , then trained to simei , then change back phone , then bused home . Got scolding for coming home at 7 . Fine , anw it'll be the last time I'm coming back home so late , since I don't think I'll meet people at night liao . Thinking bout it , I shouldn't even have gone out at night uh . Maybe is wo huo gai lor , now can't even go out le , everytime I ask , I get scolded like shit ... Obviously , going out with - is a damn big mistake . How ah how . Anyone got time machine lend me ? Rewind back to a few months back . Or even best , rewind till many many years back uh .
That girl in the mirror . I don't know her . Not anymore .
Basically it's my own fucking fault . I shouldn't have agreed whenever you wanted to go out . Go out just to get used by you ? And in the end this is what happens . You forgot us . I get scolding every fucking time I wanna go out just because I've been going out alot the past month . Fuck everything . I really regret knowing you , you know ? You acted like you cared . But no , you don't . So , whatever . You think I care anymore ? No . That's it . Consider me suey to even know someone like you . _l_

You're such a shit talker

2010-09-19T23:34:00.003+08:00

Went out with Meifei , Brenda . Ate KFC , walked to e!hub , met Clara & Saravoot . Stayed there for awhile , then went home . Sch tomorrow -_- sickening ah ... Freaking scared will retain . I'm so not gonna msg in class anymore . Cos no one msg also LOL , k w/e . Maybe sleeping soon ? o: Maybe not . Suddenly fucking pekcek again :/ .

Seeing your fucking face makes me feel so fucking annoyed . The best part was you deleted everything WITHOUT asking me . How awesome . The thought of it just makes me feel so pissed off . Forget it , I don't wanna have anything to do with you anymore . All along you were only using me . Abo if not using then is what ? -_- ..

Wake me up when September ends

2010-09-18T20:14:00.000+08:00

Was supposed to wake up early , then didn't . Went to ws with mum , ate , then went home . Got fucking pissed off with someone (yes , again) . Seriously , wtf is wrong with you . Can you like , stop using people anot ? Despo to get something , then once you get it , you don't reply msgs le . That's it , I can't tolerate it anymore -.-

Nothing to do nao . Koped quiz from Joe's blog :3

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, mp3 player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 15 friends
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Lucifer

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY / GIRL?
Oh! (LOL)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
What You Waiting For

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Heart Heart Heartbreak

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
I'll Remember You (HAHAHA)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Chocolate Love

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Hurt

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Chitty Chitty Bang Bang (LOL LOL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Wedding Dress (LOL ? No link)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If I Had You

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Stay Close , Don't Go

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Shock

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I'm Really Hurt (AHAHAHAHAAHA .)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
What If

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Run Devil Run

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Officially Missing You (HAHA . Zai not .)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Save The World (This is so not my hobby/interest . LOL)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Somebody To Love

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Forever In My Life

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Where Did You Go

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Up

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Love The Way You Lie

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Two Is Better Than One (LOL ?)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Listen To Your Heart

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Jump Then Fall (means no ? D: LOL)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Letting Go

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Tired Of Waiting (HAHA (Y) )

Done , bye :)

You're an utter disappointment .

2010-09-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

I wanna eat the icecream they're selling at sch . But once I reach the canteen , the stupid queue is like , till the gate there already -.- . Bangala , they never eat icecream before isit @: everyday the queue same length , gonna be like this for 2 weeks uh ? Ahah , whatever . Gonna start studying next week , gotta buck up buck up buck up , seriously don't wanna retain . Shall use comp only at night :D ima guai girl kk . And I'm so gonna prove people wrong :) . Don't feel like going cca tomorrow uh , yao suan bei tong LOL jk , but , the right side of me aches , especially the stupid big orhcheh cos I feel down on Tuesday -.- . Kay , whatever , buhbye :D .

You're such a disappointment . A waste of time . So all along we were being stupidly used by you ? Just for your entertainment , just cos you're bored ? What do you treat us as ? And now it's like you've forgotten us . Cool ? Fuck you . You wasted our time , caused so much trouble , made me feel so annoyed . But you know what , I don't care anymore . You're not worth it , so not worth it .

Love isn’t when you keep holding on, it’s when you learn to let go.

2010-09-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

I survived 1 week without comp :D . Went to sch , blablabla , skipskipskip , geog , i sabo-ed myself -.- . But nvm , honest me :D . After sch went to ws with waikeng , ate kfc , walked around , then went home . My comp de font size looks weird .. Suan le , after awhile will get used to it bah :) . Nights :D
You're one fcuking weirdo .

Why.

2010-09-03T21:26:00.001+08:00

Woke up . Went school . After sch went ws ate lunch with waikeng . Then met saravoot . Then went home . Kenna nagging like siao cos of report bk . 6 fails . English failed by 1 mark . Wtf , why all my results like this . Why can't I just concentrate , study thn do well ? Idc if I don't get the subject conbinations that I want for nxt year , I just don't want to retain . Is it even possible ? Is there still hope ? Somehow feel disappointed with myself , even though I've no one to blame but myself . Why the hell do I keep going out , if my dad was arnd maybe it won't be like this ? Argh , I really need someone to like , study with me & force me to study , yet no one cares . Haiz ..

Olive you

2010-09-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

Heh hi :D . Today went out @ 4+ . Waited @ 7eleven for like . 50++ mins ? Huiyu laoma dont let her go out == . Then Sarav take so long to come . Then ltr went to Huiyu's hse . Told her laoma I "needed help in maths but left my maths worksheet at home so can Huiyu come my hse ? Oh , till 6 or 7 ." then gaodim . Bused to whitesands , went KFC then bought ice cream frm macs . Chocolate sundae ♥ :D . Then walked back to central . Huiyu like siaozabor , keep scratch Saravoot . LOL , then she step his slipper till break , li hai sia . Then ltr bought bubbletea , then went home . Kenna scolding abit cos nvr pick up phone when mum called -.- ... Why everytime go out , then she must call , call at wrong timing somemore . Then I call back she no pick up , my fault agn ~ Ok whatever . Geog test tmr , gg . Forgot to bring back file , again -.- Ok w/e , bye :D

Moving on,

2010-08-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

sakdegwayfwishbiantaizgongmummy :>

Saturday's pics (:

Today morning , rained , met Huiyu @ 7eleven busstop . She forgot bring umbrella , then got one sec 3 de guy share umbrella with her worh /eyebrw . Then ltr he lend us the umbrella , he ownself use file chiong to sch . LOL . Bu cuo mah , Huiyu still say "if only is shuai ge , then shiok" LOL . Then purposely walked till water splash , kenna Huiyu , walk like veh loud , then walkwalk till the longkang thingy then veh slippery then fall down x.x . Paiseh lor LOL . Then lessons , skipskipskip ah . After school went with Meifei , Jialing & Clara , went to just acia , kope ice cream only haha . Eat till veh cold . Left @ 4+ . I hate my phone , keep getting flat so quickly :/ . Hmm , tomorrow going back caps with Huiyu , maybe meeting May & Agnes there :D . K w/e . My ear keeps getting blocked . Then I hear myself talking like so weird . AAAA stupid . K whatever , bye .

"People don't really need reasons and explanations in order to move on because moving on is an easy thing if you start accepting everything."

~

2010-08-29T00:27:00.001+08:00

Today morning went loyang with mum . Ate then went home . Then went out with Huiyu & Saravoot . Went to ehub till 8+ , and all the while my mum thought I at central . LOL . Keep stepping Saravoot's slipper , hahah , then ltr hyperhyper , then buy bubbletea , reached home at arnd 9 . K , bye . I feel like sleeping till damn late tomorrow but can't , cos of church -_- ..

Blind

2010-08-27T19:57:00.001+08:00

Didn't go school again , didn't hear alarm ring . Lol wtf , it's like this week I go sch on alternate days only ._. Penknife still with matthew , walao -.- ... Ok whatever , can't be bothered posting , bye .
You didn't even bother to find out the reason . Nice . -.-

No way.

2010-08-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

Woke up . Walked to school . Home ec slept for awhile . Had test , anyhow do , then sleep . English , boring . Recess , went with Waikeng they all . MT , siann . Science , relief period . Maths , went library . PC , went 2/5 class . After school , went canteen . Then go for cca . Tiring . Then cca end , went home . Enddddd , kthxbye .
That's it .

Everything's not alright

2010-08-23T22:07:00.001+08:00

Didn't go school today , overslept cos slept super late ytd :/ . Got scolded like siaoz . Did nothing the whole day . Tried to do home ec , delay and delay and delay till now . Left with 1 hour to find recipe thingy . Lazy to do home ec . Don't feel like going school tomorrow but still need to go . Cca tomorrow , haiz . I feel like sleeping now . K whatever bye .
One last chance . If it happens again , then that's it .

Wasn't meant to be

2010-08-22T01:55:00.004+08:00

Changed blogskin :D . 1:55 AM , gonna sleep soon .
I'm not born to entertain you . Talk to me cos you want to , not cos you're just bored and need someone to entertain you -.- . If you see me as someone to talk to only when you're bored , you might as well go talk to a wall la hor .

Screw you

2010-08-20T20:28:00.004+08:00

Today morning , rained very heavily . Got very pekceked at someone . K , skip for now . Met Huiyu at busstop , waited veh long for bus . Then when bus finally came , abit crowded uh . Reached school at idk what time , wasn't late . Then cwsw , felt like sleeping . Music , need do pair work . Partnered with Jialing . Stomach pain whole day , dk why uh . Scarly is cuz I eat maggie mian . Then got prob , omg . Haiya . K skip everyt , really no mood . Cca somehow sucked too . At first slack , then run 20 rounds arnd sch , wth .. Haiz k , veh tired now . K , bye .
Wtf . You all leave also never even tell me ? And the best part ? You didn't even bother saying a sorry . So if I nvr meet Huiyu , then ltr go down wait there like some dumb fuck , or trying to find you all ? Just one sms to tell me that you all going first , also can't ? So fucking hard ? You all dontwant wait for me I'm okay with it what . Just tell me that you all going first also can't ? It's not like I'll force you all to wait for me right ? Ya maybe when you read this you'll be all wtf . But please . If this happens to you , you'll be fking pissed also right ? Wtf you treat me as sia . You like then you come talk to me . Don't like then don't talk . Wtf . Then just sms one "we all leaving first you ownself go sch" also can't ? Only when I tell you all no need wait then you say you all in sch le ? Fucker . You ever think bout ppl's feelings one anot ? I bet all you think about is your own feelings . I'd rather walk to school on my own then with you all .

Straw to my berry

2010-08-17T22:00:00.001+08:00

HI :D . Home ec , did brownies . Cher never ask for coursework , lucky me :D . English , boring uh . Recess went with waikeng they all for awhile . Then stay in canteen . Skipskip , MT talk with waikeng , then the cher keep catch us de lor -.- . Not like we the only one talking , lol . Then science , went to dk where . lvl 1 de , the wheel wheel chair like so fun to play with LOL . Then maths , went library . Boring la ! Then pc . Do dk what survey thingy with jialing and cliff . cuz didnt go sch on friday . Come back class , all stuffs all over floor . Lol , fucker , of all table my table ? -.- . Supposed go cca , then jieyi not going so I dontwant go , heh . Then later walked to central with huyu phyllis jaslyn sherlyn roxanne . Huiyu step dao shit , reaction damn cute ! Then went home , talked with Joelle on msn :D . JOEkickyou , NATkickyou . HEHE . Ok w/e , random :D .

2010-08-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

Got comp le , 8D ! Hahas , ok , w/e . Today woke up late . Phyllis they all wait quite long for me , paisehs :x . Science , had science test , art , dk do what uh , forgot to bring the art stuffs . Recess , skipskip , Maths , boring uh , like don't really know what the mr lee saying -.- . Then lit , had test also , alot questions no need do , then assembly , veh squishy , no place to sit like that hahah . Kept disiao waikeng bout "dear danial . you are adorable . i like you . love, waikeng" . LOL . Very the fun leh . Dunno why today so hyper LOL . Then after school , wanted go home de . Then Joelle called , say saw me . I think she didn't see me lor , more like see my bag , haha . Then crappo abit with Karen also , then later went to buy food , then went my house , Joelle taught me maths :D . Eheh , i understand whats direct proportional and inversely proportional . I like my comp . But I notchet get used to it. LOL , heh . Tomorrow die le uh . Home ec , not yet do , dk how do , dieeeee . Ok whatever . I need to get rid of the habit of putting my wallet on table . Ok , bye .

Up & Down

2010-08-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

Today , met Phyllis they all , walked to school . Was sleepy the whole day , cuz didn't sleep ytd night -.- . PE , went to ava room , do dk what dance thingy . MT , sat at Gladys' place , read her book , hahas . I don't like MT sia , can't sit at own place cuz Fuyao want sit there -.- . Then recess , ate , then science and geog , sleepysleepysleepy , english dk do what . Then after school went whitesands with Syazana :D talked alot with her , esp about ______ . LOL hahas . Then bused back home , then sleeeeeep , woke up only @ 8plus aha ahah . Scarly ltr tonight can't sleep again zzz . Ok , bye :D .

You're like a dream come true

2010-08-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

Heyzx :D . So fast need go back school le , I don't like , haiz . Today didn't go for the torch thingy . Hope won't kenna detention or wtv uh . I don't want Friday to come , I don't like cca :/
4 days zoom so fast omg . Not fair man , 4 days should feel like 40 days . Haha , jk . Ok w/e , bye
I freaking feel like you're using me , knn -.-

Never will be

2010-08-07T18:50:00.005+08:00

Have you ever lost someone you love and wanted one more conversation, one more chance to make up for the time when you thought they would be here forever? If so, then you know you can go your whole life collecting days, and none will outweigh the one you wish you had back.
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Sometimes , just feel so damn sick and tired of life . Maybe I'm better off dead , no one really cares bout me anyway . I never get what I want . I'm never contented with what I have . I always take things for granted , regret only when I lose it . What's the point , when no one even understands me , when it's like I can't get along with anyone , when at the end of the day I only feel like I've been used by people who talk to me only when they're bored , talk to me only when they need me , other than that it's like I don't exist at all . I'm tired of trying so hard to fit in , but I'll never get that sense of belonging .. Heh , maybe if I had the guts , I'd be dead by now .

You are the only exception

2010-08-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today walked to school alone . Then supposed meet Azmira one , she went in to sch first -.- idiot ... Heh ok skip . Then went to hall , then talent quest , mj is back like damn cool lor , hahah . And the china ppl de girls de hair . All same style de . Got mushroom de feeling HAHA . After talent quest ended , bused to Yuqian's hse , changed , play comp abit , then went to meet Tracey & Esmee at Tampines . Missed the bus then walked to mrt , then went kfc eat , Yuqian & Esmee siao de lor , keep laugh . Then their laughter like so infectious , LOL . Then go tm , take neoprint , thn go t1 take neoprint again , then went ws with Esmee , ate frozen yogurt . Even though veh nice hor , but then , not even worth it . At first $3.50 de , then add caramel/chocolate syrup , become $4.40 le ... == Wasted siaaaa . Then bought Domo & Stitch de wallet . Waste money again . LOL . Like that no money for Sunday siaaaa haish . Hmm , nvrmind , I like my Domo wallet :D . Then bused home , reached home @ 5+ . Never kenna scolding HEHE . Go home le then half-slept , sms people also like gong gong , either dk what I saying or veh fast forget what I say . Ok w/e , bye :D
Part of me was hoping I'd see you there . Idk why,

Aloneness

2010-08-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

4th Aug
PE , played badminton with Azmira . Z , ok , skip . MT , had test , hanyupinyin part & MCQ , tikamtikam , then the need write alotalot de , find from passage copied . Then left the paper @ that page , went to sleep . Then 6smallducks saw , say I got improve leh :D Then ltr she flip over to the MCQ part , then she like dulan abit , LOL . Recess , skip , Science & Geog , went to 2/1 class , Eng can't rmbr le . Then went home , & got very pekcek at smth ... Haiz , forget it .

5th Aug
Didn't go school , rot at home aha . Tomorrow going meet Azmira , then after school going out . Heh okay nth to say , bye :D .
No more blue moons , ever ? You're not the same anymore ..

Life still goes on without you .

2010-08-03T21:12:00.000+08:00

Heyz :D . Today woke up , then walked to school with Phyllis they all . Throughout the whole day , stomach pain , dunno why also . Home ec , quite boring uh , talk bout the coursework only . Still dk tomorrow want find Ms Chan pass her the coursework not :/ . English , cant really rmbr do what le . Recess , supposed to stay back for geog , end up don't need . Then MT , slept , woke up then like everyt so bright . Cuz the sun like shining on my face . Haha ok no link abit . Then science , went to lab , got the cheeeeena tchers taking pics . Maths , do UNSW or wtvwtv . Break , tried to study geog , end up nothing go into my head . Only know how do MCQ , the rest all diediedie uh . Went for cca . Then went home . Now feel like sleeping , heh .
I wonder , would there be any difference , if you knew or didn't knew ? I really regret blogging bout it , etc , but what's done is alr done , there's no way to undo it .. Maybe you're avoiding me , maybe it's just me . Idk ..

Say no

2010-08-02T20:19:00.000+08:00

Didn't go school today , headache fever cough . Slept till latelate , then went to see doc . Then sakde help me take my geog txtbk & worksheet . Thanks alotalot ^-^ !
Haiz , dontwant go cca tomorrow leh ... Still got feeling will get scolding , how ? Tsk , sian ah . Now veh lazy study for geog . Feel like sleeping only . Tomorrow no recess again , cuz of geog -.-
Ok forget it , lazy blog le , shall go sleep , 9oclock then wake up study :D
I tried so so so hard . Did you feel it ?

Speechless

2010-07-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today , woke up , then got Phyllis help me buy kinderbueno , ate while walking to school . Music , did finish the ad thingy . English , copy dk what thing , boring uh . Recess , pekcek abit . Went with Yuqian they all . Then maths . Failed CT by 6 . Z ... Then after school went to whitesands with Yuqian , Tracey , Esmee , Cecelia . Ate at library , laughed alot . Then went home @ around 4 like that . Then did nothing le .

I can't stop .

I'll be okay

2010-07-29T22:29:00.003+08:00

Walked to school with Phyllis they all . Had reading in parade ground , just stare at book only , cuz read finished le . Then MT , bored then copy the si han thingy , then liuxiaoya say i guai HAHA . Then geog , boring abit . Recess , went with yuqian they all . Then maths , boring uh . CME also boring . English slept abit . Then Gladys saw my cuts . Tell her the reason , then she make me feel so stupid ;wild . Hahah , anyways , kinda like a wake up call luh . Finally realised what I'm doing , realised that it's not worth it . Even if I cut , won't be because of that reason le , eheh .. Then geog de remedial thingy . Needed to memorise the population thingy . Then went home , did nothing .
Comp's mouse got problem , sickening .. Haiz , Tuesday onwards need go cca le luh . Dontwant get detention .. And I somehow got feeling will kenna scolding from either coach/clara wong . How .. Haiz .
11:11 wish : To forget you , to move on , to stop cutting for no reasons .
Fucking idiot . I've had enough le . I know you're avoiding me , don't wanna talk to me , but no need so guailan right -.- .. To you not guailan to me it's guailan . Compare the freaking way you talk to her & me . Then you'll understand what I mean . Cheebye . I'm done trying , I don't mind being strangers le . Cuz I bet you dont even fucking care . If you still want me in your life , let me know , bye .

Let’s start again

2010-07-28T22:59:00.004+08:00

I don't like today :/ . PE , did napha thingy . Passed all except for standing broad jump . Pfft , I hate standing broad jump . MT , went to change to uni , then copied dk what si han thingy uh . Liuxiaoya say I guai leh , lols ! Recess , bought drink only , then went ish . Watched Claire , Waikeng , Ajitha play stress . Science , got back common test . Failed by 4 . Sickening , keep failing by abit . I studied leh !!!!! Argh . Geog , got pissed off . Then mdm kala didn't come , ms aidah took over the period -.- ... Then went home , watch tv abit , tried to sleep but can't . Then go msn . Joelle's dp is so freaking cute I swear :D !
I know cutting doesn't solve any problems . Idk why I'm cutting , really . I just freaking hate my life okayz . Like no one even cares bout me .

Her whisper is the Lucifer

2010-07-27T21:56:00.001+08:00

Home ec , did sponge cakes , funfun :D . English , boring much . Recess , ate with Yuqian they all , then MT , do the writing thingy . Science , went science lab , partner with Meta :D siao de keep say I sotong haha . Maths, tried to do the questions , failed . Then Pingyuan keep trying scare me with the penknife , zzz . Then break , ate with Waikeng they all . Haiyz , actually can go for the YOG thingy one luh . Then no one tell me . End up missed the briefing . So ya , forget it , I'm not going even though I want go . Maths ct , gg , die le . Went home , cca tcher called . Walao , idw go cca , srsly . Haiz , whatever ..
She's all that you care about -.-

I should but I can't .

2010-07-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today , went down late . Sorrys :x . Wanted take bus , end up walk super quickly to sch . Almost late . Science , felt sleepy . Art , boring much , only tear newspaper paste lai paste qu . Recess , ate with Yuqian they all . Maths , went library . Got veh annoyed . Penknife blade longlong de become so short -.- tmd . Lit , relief period . Break , ate , then tried to study abit with Meta & Ajitha . Heh , science mcq alot b & c . Most of the questions I half know half forgot part of the answer , die le lor . Then after ct , went home , online awhile , slept . Now 10.41 le , I haven't even study . Fml . Feel like such a failure or what sia , go school , tcher teach wtv , can't understand , come home , try study , also don't understand . Haiyz , wtf ah ...

Rollercoaster ride

2010-07-25T22:30:00.004+08:00

I wanna pass all the common tests leh , impossible much ? Haiz .
I'm still stuck at chapt. 23 , chapt. 25 notes dk fly where . Cfm fail le la , ahhhhh .

I bet it's impossible to even get an sms saying "good luck" from you .

Down down down

2010-07-24T01:38:00.004+08:00

1.19AM now , I still can't sleep :/ . Didn't go to school today , sick uh , cuz walked in rain yesterday . No one bothered asking me why never go school le . Cfm think I pon uh . Sad sia ): Slept till 11+ , then went to eat lunch with my mum , then saw ms wani , she starestare , wth . Suey uh . Then the rest of the day flyfly . Did nothing much today , only think bout stuffs only :/ Then talked with Yuqian , bout *ehem , someone* . Somehow feel guilty , keep talking bout that person , but haiya .. not really my fault that someone so qianda right . Bleh , whatever . Then talked with Huiyu , freaked her out HEHE ! Changed blogskin , I don't like the tagboard part -.- . Now my tagboard tio spammed , pfft . I spammed Joelle's tagboard and felt guilty , tsk , I too kindhearted le bah . HAHA . Joke :D
Sometimes just feel very fed up with life . Like there's alot alot of problems , yet no one understands those problems . There's alot of questions I wanna ask , yet I'm afraid to ask ; afraid to know the answer .. Haiz . Maybe it's just a matter of time , that we'll become strangers or something . I'm tired of trying so hard , seriously . Try and try and try , yet it's still the same , I really don't know what to do le . You most probably stopped thinking bout it , long time ago , but it's still stuck in my mind , even after so damn long . I just hope we won't become strangers , really . I want this friendship . Do you ?

Don't forget .

2010-07-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

Today walked to school , in the rain . Then was stuck with headache for the whole day , fan blow abit at me also feel very the cold ah . MT slept , Geog had test , cfm fail ah . Recess , ate then walk lai walk qu , felt veh giddy lorh . Maths , relief period , copied answers for the worksheet then read book (finally read finish le , after so many months , HEHE) . CME , also relief , had science instead . English , ALSO RELIEF PERIOD , didn't do much , tried to sleep uh . Then at the end of the day , had abit of fever -.- .. Then had learning fest. thingy , wanted to go in the mini theater but in the end , dw go uh . Walked around for awhile , went canteen find huiyu , bought famous amos cookies + hello panda , then walk abit , bought chocolate marshmellow from phyllis they all. Then went home , ate panadol then sleeeeep . Now still got headache ah , dk want go school tomorrow anot :/ . Anyway , no diff if got go anot .. Except that last week Friday also nvr go sch , haiz . Something happened today , really set me thinking .. Z , wtf , it isn't even worth thinking about luh .
Sometimes I wonder , I update my blog for what sia . Also no one read . LOL . My tagboard went dead for 1 week . Thanks HUIYU for making it alive again ^-^ I wonder if you got read my blog one not ? /eyebrw
Shall go sleep now , I still dk if I wanna go school tomorrow anotttttt .
Is your pm shooooting me again ? I hope it's not .

Why do I feel the same ?

2010-07-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

Today morning , met phyllis they all as usual . Walking halfway , walked past that weirdweird guy who "BRRRRR" at us -.- . 2nd time le , damn guailan sia . Someone he "BRRRRR" is like , at my ear lor , so loud . If I see him tomorrow , I shall "BRRRRR" at him ^^ . Then walk walk , talk talk , never see car , till got one car also nvr see , then walk fastfast . Then chiong go class , saw sherri then faster clip fringe . Mrs woo announced , got one of the canteen vendor passed away cuz of cancer .. wth leyh , she looked so normal , didn't even know she got cancer lor :/ . Writing period , watched vid on racial harmony . PE , didn't do much , MT , also nvr do much uh . Recess , pekceked abit . Went to find Yuqian , Tracey , Thana , Esmee . Did science + ate . Then science , as usual , struggled to stay awake . Sucks to sit infront luh ! Geog , abit sleepy also . Eng , Mdm Kala didn't come , so another 1 period of geog -.- . Then Ms Koh came ... ask why I nvr go cca , blahblahblah . Sianz . How to go cca , when no one to talk to , then fan lian with Jieyi , go there like loner sia -.- .
Hmm . Tomorrow got learning fest. thingy , supposed need wear outsiders thingy then haiya , dw wear . Sakdehuiyu going sell things ! FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES ♥ . Just now kept picturing someone in those flower flower dress ..... LOL . Dunno to laugh or vomit . Hehs .
Shall go study for geog test now :D . I'm damn guai , hehes .
Maybe everything was plainly coincidence . Still , you seem to be keeping a distance from me ...

Can't seem to walkawayyyy

2010-07-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

Today walked to school with Phyllis , Shushan , Qianying , Eindah . Then when walking to parade ground there , saw sherri , faster clip fringe till cfm look veh nan kan ._. I think I damn pro sia , caught for fringe so many times, also nvr kenna detention . heheh . Then home ec , while walking to there , kenna caught for fringe by ms siti == . Then boring abit , talked with Jialing bout stuffs , yknow yknow , NTH LA . LOL . Then english that time , went for phototaking uh . I don't like the fun shot thing , seriously . Cfm sucks -.- . Then recess , dk do what , boring uh , then mt , copy corrections , hand suan , science , relief tcher came in , nvr do much . Maths , stayed in class go through worksheets . Stupid sia Joshua , dk how read properly uh ? I said don't like as friend , dont like as boyfriend , which part of it don't understand sia huh . Kiampa ! ==
School end , bused to Whitesands . Bus like super crowded , was standing next to Pearl & Siying , they like so cute haha . Then was holding on to the door hor , suddenly door fly open , scary sia -.- . Then went with Pearl & Siying for awhile , then met Kristel at mrt there . Trained to TM , walk lai walk qu , bought matching anklet with her :D . Then ate , talked bout many many things with her , then pei her fetch Ling . Heheh , then Kristel treat us eat sushi :D Not sakae sushi la hahahahah . Then went home le :D .
Haiya . Then hor . Now realise , maths txtbk not at home , not in school either . Wtf ah . Then maybe borrow txtbk from Pearl , but then their txtbk is orange colour o.o ! Maybe not the same txtbk lorh .. Haiyz , sian .
Why do I keep getting this feeling that you're avoiding me ..

Someone tell my heart

2010-07-19T23:32:00.001+08:00

TODAY SUCKED LAAAAAAA . Pfft , first thing in a morning , got called a minah (malay ah lian) cuz my bag looks like the kind of bag minahs use . Super duper big DIAO . Mood spoilt . Science , struggled to stay awake ._. , art , abit boring uh . Recess , ate , yipwaikeng said something disgusting bout the noodles , make me lose appetite only leh ! ;wild . Maths , went to library , library closed ,then went to dk wherewherewehre , beside the chem lab . Boring uh , and I forgot to bring back maths txtbk , so , win liao lor , can't do homework , I wonder what will horseface do haha . Lit , boring much , smsed people but haiyz . Still boring luh . Assembly , dk what racial harmony thingy , boring uh . After school , went home :D . Hmm , I wonder if my PURPLE bag really look so weird ? Walao :x Okay . I don't wanna care bout what people think . Bag only bag only , I like can le I like can le . x.x !
Tomorrow sch end 1.40 ! Want go out eat eh , but like got no one pei :/ . Haiz , I really should start studying uh, but then idk why , can't leh ! My mind isn't focused on studying , instead it's focused on useless things that I shouldn't think about :/ What to do leh , I really dontwant retain leh ! Haiz .
Hahs .. Got really really freaked out just now . Srsly , wtf is wrong with such idiots . Haiz , forget it .
I wonder if I made a mistake , to even try to talk to you .

Mistakes

2010-07-18T18:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went out with aunts and my mum , quite fun uh :D . But hor , damn tiring uh , can't find my aunt's block , cuz she gave wrong address , end up walking for around 45 mins -_- . Then later another aunt came , went to eat , got dk what potato thingy hor , damn not nice to eat , then she teach me use knife chop up the potato , LOL ! Then my mum and aunt look at us like veh not happy . LOL . Then go amk hub seesee things . Bought my bag , purple&white ♥ . But white only like abit of white only , sad . Then later went back to aunt hse , sit in the massage chair , damn swee uh , sit till sleep , LOL . Damn suey luh somehow , cuz damn tired mah , then go sit down on sofa , just lean back like that , didn't know wall just behind only , then bang head on wall till all look at me , wth . Pain dao yao si ah , now still pain ): . Then went to eat , then go home le .
Today didn't go church , cuz my mum didn't wake me up , heh . Got fucking pekceked with someone . Said you wouldn't , but just after a few days , went back on your words . For your info , you're the reason why everything's so fucked up for me . Are you even apologetic ? No , you don't even know it's your fault . Forget it , useless getting so irritated bout this .
I really want everything back to normal , seriously . Maybe you're avoiding me because of that ? I really really want to know why .

Real eyes realise real lies

2010-07-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hi , bye .

Super bored uh . I should be sleeping now . But afternoon sleep le , now can't sleep :/ . Msn like , got no one to talk to .. Hehs . Ok wahtever , bye :D .

I wonder if you're somehow trying to avoid me .

Lies

2010-07-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Morning , met phyllis they all , didn't talk much . PE , did sit ups & inclined pull up , stomach freaking pain now . MT , had test , do finish le then sleep uh . Recess , skip . Science , felt very the sleepy . Geog , sleepy also . Eng , nth much happened . Stayed back awhile to do the june hol homework . Then bought lunch , then while walking to lift , saw Russell , stupid ah , shout my name + wave till like siao . Dao him then chiong into lift , LOL . Then slept abit , heheh . Haiyz , I really want change place luh . Hate sitting infront . Hate everyt luh ! Knn , then now hand alot orhcheh hor , why when ppl hit me then so zhun kenna the orhcheh one . Z ...
Gonna do geog homework soon uh . Freaking no mood now ah , haiyz . Wonder why sometimes I think too much , get happy for no reason , then at the end of the day , boom , no mood , not happy alr , zzz .
Knn ah , you think we what , get placed beside you to let you abuse one ar ? Who the fk likes you sia . See your fking face jiu feel like slapping le . You think you da ppl all these kind of things , veh fun meh ? There's a fking limit to everyt okay . You think i'm okay with you using that bloody stick wack me ? Tolerate nia . Cuz I know once I start hitting back , there won't be an end alr , end up I'll only get more orhcheh -.- . Then you use stick hit her , till she cry , you won't feel guilty one meh ? Guilty for a split second , you see her laugh alr then you not guilty alr , then use stick wack me instead ? knn _l_ .

Right by your side

2010-07-13T21:31:00.000+08:00

Today morning met Peiyi , took home ec stuffs from her . Thanks alot :D .
Home ec , had practical , do chicken pie & roti john . English , nvr do much uh , think gotta stay back tmr , cuz nvr do the essay thingy . Recess all the way to science , was damn pekceked . Science that time actually not pekcek le lor , then thanks to 2 idiots , got damn pekceked again . See la . Now got 3 orhcheh le . All your fault , tmd . Maths went to library . Then assembly , skip , then went to tamp with Peiyi . Talked bout stuffs , walk almost the whole time uh , leg suan haha . Then go home that time leh , sueysuey my mum saw me walking back from busstop to home . Quarreled -.- ... Stupid sia , seriously . Haiyz .
Seriously , fk my life la . Everyone I go with , all treat me like substitute , keep using me , then heck care bout me le . Wtf ah , tolerate till can't tolerate le can ? Then come home , keep argue with my mum , like fuck la , think i like meh . Why my life like filled with problems sia . Yet , no one even cares . Might as well I just go stand infront of train then boom tio bang down die . Even best ? 1 less irritating person in your lives . Anyway no one even cares .

Say it again

2010-07-11T23:38:00.014+08:00

I (heart) this pic muchmuch :D

Today go church , I don't like the class sia , don't understand anyt plus the guy so funny , the head so shiny LOL . Then Saturday got dk what youth mass uh , haish . Spent the whole of today doing dk what , trying to play the happymeal toy but end up getting pekceked , LOL .
Abit dontwant go school tomorrow uh , got art , and all my art stuffs dk go where liao . Brushes & the paint hor , leave in school , end up dk fly where alr -.- . Then later need go buy again , haiz . Plus I don't like maths . Homework not done , then class split into half le , half in ms wani's class , half in horseface's . Then I kenna horseface's uh , LOL . At least go library for maths , got aircon , not bad bah , hehehs .
Haiyz . Then just realised something .. Disappointing , but .. Sort of expected bahh ... Need to stop thinking bout it , but , cannot leh , how ! Shall go sleep :/ .
( Phyllis aiai ah , my 6th sense/fee-ling never fail . I know won't , jiu shi won't . )
I know , you don't even care .

Despicable Me , HAHA

2010-07-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

Moustache . HEHE

WATCHED DESPICABLE ME LE HEHE OMGOMG ! I like I like :D !

Woke up at 11+ , then eat mian , then go ws . Then need wait for Huiyu ! Always make me wait one LOL ! Then went tm to buy tickets , omg lorh , the despicable me , not 3d de , all the timings also red sia ! Then buy icecream , got the free limited edition blueberry icecream oreo . Cool or what , the oreo got minty taste de . Then go t1 (someone thought t1 equal airport terminal 1 horh ?) , then got like , 1 indian couple there , ask us help them take pic -.- . Not bad worh , dlsr(?) de camera leh ! Then wanted go take neoprint but machine spoil , so went to dk what shop , saw alot cutecute stuff toys ! Then went back tm , want take neoprint but suddenly so long queue . Then go buy popcorn , then watch despicable me HEHE . Kept put on take out the glasses , damn cool can ! HAHA "is this annoying ?" -plok plok- "VERY ANNOYING" . LOL . I damn damn like the ending luh HEHE . Then after show , take neoprint , Huiyu gong yi xia , supposed pay $3 then she gong gong de LOL . Then camwhored alot , got damn alot unglam la LOL ! Camwhore till my phone no batt , sad sia . Then later want go Macs de uh , then Arthur they all come find Huiyu , stand there like dk what for 10mins + , my leg still veh suan you know . LOL . Then skipskip , walk all the way to the dk what cheapskate chicken rice stall then we walk back go Macs , LOL . Bought happymeal HEHE . The toy making me damn dulan sia , playplay then keep die ! Then Huiyu de hp de camera horh , got twylight landscape and twylight portrait , then outside the tm there keep shake phone take pic twy make the light effect , LOL ! Twyight landscape damn cool horh , Huiyu ? At there like siaoz shake phone turn turn then see the pic so nice then say "OMG SO COOL I LIKE" , HAHA ! Then so fast 9+ le , got fee-ling will kenna kan1 by mum . Then Huiyu buy oldchangkee , then wont kenna kan1 till so jialat , LOL . In bus still want twy the twylight landscape/portrait ! I reached home at 9.20pm horh , never tio kan1 leh , swee not ? HEHE .

Eeyer , Facebook damn idiotic can , want upload the pics also can't -.- . Damn alot unglams , LOL . And idk why watch 3d show then can get headache for so long de o.o .

Coincidence or what sia ! So zhun I say gaowek then next day change liao ? Hais .

If I had you

2010-07-09T20:53:00.003+08:00

"Is this annoying?" -blok blok-

HAHA .

Music , still not so happy that I no partner . Everyone else got partner , then I don't have . But nvm , I like I like , less problems too :D . And I think some idiot dk how read hor ? "Eww , no !" become "Someone admit she's your stead ." ? ~~You damn heng I not so violent le . LOL .~~
Lunched at E!hub . Then went back school , find Yuqian , then had the drama thingy . Drama thingy finally over le , I happy :D . Not gonna go cca from now onwards . Afterall , no more chipmunk as cwsw tcher le . Plus I'm not the only one who nvr go alr . Plus what's the point of going when the person you talk to the most , decides to ignore you and think you're a freaking bad example or wtv ? Too bad it's not a valid reason for quitting cca -.- .
Tomorrow going watch Despicable Me with sakde Huiyu ! Kiampa 3 hair potato HAHA . Copy paste alot pics of the potato to Yuqian , got one pic , got flying chuatio potato , got cheekopek potato , got damn damn cute potato ! HEHE , DAMN CUTE LUH :D .
Random , but I think I like tumblr more now :D . Feel like more safe posting there bout fee-lings leh , post here like got alot ppl read , then lead to misunderstandings , then whatever ^.- .
Walao , you know I see your pm hor , feel freaking gaowek you know .

2010-07-04T12:39:00.002+08:00

Not gonna blog here for now .
Tags will still be replied :D

Tell me why

2010-07-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today , walked to school with Phyllis , Shushan and Qianying . Finally got my kinderjoy from Phyllis :D xiexies oh , heheh :D . Was almost late for sch uh . Was quite pissed off for almost the whole day . Especially drama , -.- . Ya , right , I shouldn't care bout what they say , anyway not true le mah , I think . After drama , bused to ws then take bus from ws back home . LOL waste money uh , but ended up walking in the rain anyways ^.- . Went home then slept all the way till 9+ , heheh , I don't think can sleep early tonight uh .
The feeling is gone , good or bad ?

You're still the one

2010-06-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

Didn't go school today , heh .. Somehow slept for the whole day . Drama thingy tomorrow , waste of time ah ! Make me feel like sleeping only . Now still stuck with maths homework , haiz . I hate geog . Stupid plant and movers thingy . At least nvr tio roy ah . Haiz .

I hate talking to you on msn , I don't like that I get irritated by you so easily , I don't wanna quarrel with you , but if this continues , sooner or later we'll quarrel right ? Haiz .

2010-06-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

I miss going out as a family of 3, I regret not cherishing you, I wish I hadn't been so disobedient, I wish I could rewind time, I wish you were still here with us, I miss you alot.

What you mean to me

2010-06-23T01:34:00.000+08:00

22/June/10 ,
Woke up , then buy food , met Huiyu @ coffee express , LOL ! Buy food then pei her awhile then go home le . Said I wanted to do homework today but homework still not done :/ . Nvm , I shall do homework ~~tomorrow~~ today ! Procrastinate for damn long le , plus alot homework missing ! I wish Ms Kamath will change siting arrangement leh , haiz . Sucks to sit infront . Sucks to sit next to an irritating idiot . Plus sitting infront makes me wanna sleep even more , heh .
P/s , I don't like the way things are now .

Cold

2010-06-20T02:00:00.000+08:00

Watching Lilo & Stitch on Youtube cuz I'm bored , LOL !
It's 2am and I'm missin' you .

2010-06-17T16:12:00.001+08:00

17/06/09 . Do you even remember ? ...

Can we pull through this avalanche ?

2010-06-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

HEYS :D . Today met Huiyu @ ws , arnd 12+ , then trained to tm . Bought tickets watch Karate Kid , then ate @ ljs . Cheapskate ah , everyt paper de LOL . Then took neoprintz , went to CS see got neoprint machines not , then looked at aries , went back tm , buy popcorn , then go watch show :D . The show nice leh , but quite long . Then that guy like so kiampa can ! Know kungfu only then go beat ppl , tsk . Then my mum called me in the middle of the show , win liao lor -.- . Miscall like , 6 times , then get Huiyu help me pickup say I in toilet , LOL . Pfft , later show end le , called back , tio nagging . Waste my money -.- ! Then saw Gladys & Eachary & idk who . Either before or after that , went to take neoprints again :D . Take le , edit le , went back in cut the neoprints , then I anyhow scan card again , then can take neoprint again leh ! Swee not , free leh ! Then editedit , then trained to ws , then bused back home le . Hehe , today so fun can :D ! Hmm . Now I think is , when go back sch or smth then idk how answer to netball cher uh ._. pfft . & I haven't started on homework !!!!!!!!

There should be a difference whether you're here or not , but there isn't .. Take care .

Without you

2010-06-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today went to meet Waikeng , Claire and Meta for proj . Rushed abit uh , end up never do much ._. . Then went to Waikeng's house put the proj stuffs , then went tm , go arcade take neoprint then ate macs , then walk around , go back ws , take neoprint agn , zzz screw that machine la ! Then walk lai walk qu , saw sakde :D . skipskipskip , went home , then ate dinner @ cc there , then ya , nth do alr :/ .

Tomorrow going out with sakde , change of plans , not going eastpoint le . Going eat , take neoprint , karate kid , neoprint , then idk what , LOL ! Ey why am I posting this ... Ohya . Too bored . :D Okayz . Bye . i'llmissyou.

If

2010-06-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

Today , woke up , onlined awhile , left hse @ 1230 , met Gladys & Eachary @ Tampines , bought food , then went Gladys' aunt hse . More like slacking then doing project lor , lols . I think I go there only play hp games / sms only lor . Skip , went home @ around 4 or 5 .

Supposed to do catapult proj tmr , end up , Meta's mum say inconvenient to go their hse tmr . So , cancelled . Dunno if Waikeng want go out anot uh , I don't wanna rot @ home :/ . Wednesday going go out with sakde ! :D She going pierce ear , then my mum don't allow me pierce . z , lol . Screw the stupid usb cable , I bend down to plug in the cable , then kok my head @ the table there , pffft . Head veh pain now . Then my mum see , still can laugh . Kns -.- ! Z , now veh irritated bout something (or rather , irritated at someone) .

Hmm . Nothing else to say le , I guess . Lastly , I love my tumblr :D (even though the url abit stupid , heh .)

You're weird , very weird . One day you're like this , the next day your attitude changes yet again . Pfft , wearing too much 'masks' ?

I'm leaving , never looking back again

2010-06-12T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'M VERY VERY BORED .

So bored till I actually went back to twitter . LOL . Okay , no link ah . 2 more weeks of holidays :/ . Or maybe less thn 2 weeks . So fast leh , I haven't even started on homework . & hellyeah , gonna pierce ear with sakde huiyu :D . Hehs , but then hope that lao pattern of saying "wait , awhile more , wait" won't come back ah , or else throw face manzxc . So far 2 weeks of hols passed le , 1 week for structured program , gone , 1 week spent rotting at home , went out only once for proj . I like damn guai can , never really ask if can go out anot leh ! Actually is no one go out with , pfft . But idc , this week I must go out ! Haha . I should stop procrastinating and start doing my homework . Someone chui wo to do homework leh ! Ok , sadly , no one will , cuz no one's really reading this . LOL . I like talking to myself only lor ^.-

I don't have the mood to cheer you up , I don't have the mood to see your sacarstic replies , don't have the mood to hear you blabbering bout your depression . You're not the only one feeling depressed , seriously . You got all your other friends to cheer you up , yet no one ever bothers to cheer me up , so stop making me feel even worst can ? Haiz ..

Fast forward , into the future

2010-06-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Why was Snow White given an apple with poison? To show that not all people are as kind as what they pretend to be. Why did Cinderella have to run away when the clock stroke midnight? To remind us that everything has limitations, even dreams. Why did Ariel decide to exchange her fins with feet? To show that anyone is willing to give up anything just to be happy.
(http://beiheartsyou.tumblr.com/post/682964356)

You know , I'm trying my best to tolerate everything already leh ? It just seems like you keep getting worse & worse . I don't wanna quarrel with you over these kinda stupid issues , so please , stop being so immature can ?

Tearing me apart

2010-06-09T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'M BLOGGING CUZ I'M TOO BORED . Heh . Now talking on msn with Asyura . & Joelle . Not . Replying . ): . Wanted go out with sakde tomorrow , but she nvr reply my smses . So , heh , nvm bah . Rot to death tmr . Or maybe do homework . You think I got so guai ? No lah . LOL . Heh ok idk what I saying , so , k , bye .
Hey idiotz , so you read wtv I've blogged ? Then do you know I'm refering to you ? ^.- Are you like , dumb ?

It all starts making sense

2010-06-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

Today , woke up @ 9.30 . Bathed , onlined for awhile , then left for whitesands . Reached there too early , then was like , standing there like an idiot . Randomly smsed people . Then Gladys , Eachary , Kokxuan , Cliff reached , then went library do the project .Then from library went to macs , was very cold uh . Then later took bus with Gladys , Eachary , Kokxuan , then Kokxuan alighted @ her house , went tm with Gladys & Eachary . Ate @ ljs , then walk lai walk qu , then went home @ 3+ or 4+ . Hehhs , sakde cant go out tomorrow ):

Never say never

2010-06-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps :D .I spent today rotting at home , heh ^.- . Tomorrow gonna go out do proj with gladys , kokxuan . Heh , suddenly lazy to go out ah :/ . I wanna go out with sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy on wednesday :D . Hmm nothing else say ah . Suddenly feel veh irritated with someone though never really talk le . Sometimes just thinking bout the past , makes me irritated somehow . Like thinking bout all those dumb quarrels I've had with people , damn wth uh . Ok , bye .

Starstruck

2010-06-06T22:55:00.000+08:00

Went for netball camp , won't elaborate . Didn't really enjoyed it , went home yesterday , dinner time . :D I rock . Then hor . Funny not , I went to see tv @ 9 , fell asleep by accident , slept for 3 hours . Today woke up 3 hours earlier thn usual . LOL . Gaosiaoz , so weird . Smsed , walked around house , waited for ppl online msn . Boring much . Didn't go church cuz mum wasnt feeling well . Tuesday , gonna do project with Gladys they all uh . Kinda lazy to go out , but then , rotting at home leh ! & I wanna go out with Yuqian again :D ! At least , got excuse , do project . Hehehs . I think I'm a pro curse-r . Yewwei said he saw Claire , then I said , "don't keep staring @ her luh , later bang wall" , then he almost bang wall while smsing . Hell yeah , I pro , don't deny \m/ .

Joha hae . Do you know ?

What would you wish for ?

2010-06-03T21:13:00.000+08:00

Today woke up 6+ , smsed abit then went back to sleep , then showered , met Joelle & Waikeng @ poly . Played taptap with Joelle for awhile :D . Then me & waikeng see the doctor @ 2nd floor , Joelle see the doc @ 3rd floor . Skipskip , Waikeng went home , I went Joelle's house for awhile . Watched Simpsons , LOL . Went home @ around 9 or 10 . Rotted ah , so damn boring cans .

Hmm . Tomorrow got camp ): I don't wanna go leh .. I'll miss msning , I'll miss my comp , I'll miss the fan , I'll miss my bed , I'll miss my toilet ! And I haven't even pack yet , haiz . Really dontwant go leh !!!!! Haiz .

I still miss Xinwei ): !
& I wonder if you really mean what you say .

Too bad you're making me decide

2010-06-02T23:49:00.000+08:00

I miss Xinwei , I miss Xinwei , I miss Xinwei ): . Actually my mum wanted me skip school , cuz she was feeling dizzy . Then I keep say dontwant , cuz I want see Xinwei mah >< . Felt very bad . Then met Joelle , she stupid eh ! Walk in the rain . Then went back home to take PE , then cabbed to school . Shall skip the lessons part , everything was boring .

After school went 7eleven with Waikeng , ate mian , then bought ice lemon tea & ice apple tea , of cuz I take is the ice lemon tea ah ! LOL . Then later ate finish le , went back 7eleven buy choc + skittles . Went back to school , skipskipskip , went on bus , stupid sia , cant even eat/drink , zz .

When reached the farm (turns out it wasnt goat farm , but I forgot the name of the farm) , looked around for Xinwei , then saw Jingling waving , I thought she was Xinwei , smile & wave till like veh spastic , then ltr Azmira was like , "eh Xinwei there" . WTF LA , damn paiseh cans ! Then had a place with goat + hamsters + rabbits + frogs + turtles + fishes + birds ( i think ) , then each pair had to take plastic bag , feed the animals . Then took pics with Xinwei ! She say , minimum take 1 pic , maximum take 3 pics , but in the end , I took like , 7 pics with her ? LOL ! Used carrots feed the hamsters , I gave one long carrot stick to a hamster , then idk how long ltr , came back to see the hamster , it was still eating the long carrot stick . LOL , I wonder how long it'll take to eat finish uh . Then feed goat , I didn't dare feed then Xinwei feed . Then went to feed the fish , kiampa fish la ! The fish swam up , then ltr went back down with a splash ; alot ppl got wet . Then Xinwei stand there like dumbdumb , one side of her shorts all wet ! Then later she say I never protect her , in the end is she protect me . Nonsense yo . Then had treasure hunt , walked around but didn't really look for answers . Xinwei keep call me nata de coco / nata de cola ! Then she tell Michelle I bully her when I didn't . Tsk . Walk lai , walk qu , kept smsing also . LOL . Then copied answers for the treasure hunt thingy . Then went to the dk where , they talk bout quails . Didn't pay attention . Took abit of pictures with Xinwei , then battery died ): . 2 pics in Waikeng's phone ! Then waited for bus to come , when bus came , said alot of goodbyes to Xinwei ): . When walking towards bus , she run up to us , then say bye to me & Meta leh ! Then Azmira say when we leaving that time Xinwei got wave but then I never see ! Walao , always like that one . ): , I'll miss Xinwei alotalot . She like so cute can , so talkative also , once see me then use whatever she holding , uses as gun go bang me ! But then cute ah . On bus trip back , was boring cuz phone died , can't listen to song . Whats stupid is , we left the farm @ 4+ . When the consent form said that we'll reach school at 6 . Damn idiotz sia , can at least let us spend around half an hour with our buddys mah !

Reached school , skipskip , then walked with Joelle & Karen . Then Karen went home , me & Joelle went e!hub . Bought cup walker , then went pastamania eat . Ok la , not I eat , is Joelle eat . I broke liao ah , sobs . Then while she ate , played taptap , cooking mama on her iTouch . Damnit , I want an iTouch too . *Jealous* . Decided to skip school tomorrow . Ok la , not exactly skip . I got cough eh , so ya . Valid excuse , right ? The stupid cough's irritating me . Since Thursday leh ! Then this morning sore throat somemore . Heng by 12+ like that then no more sore throat . So tomorrow gonna go poly with Waikeng & Joelle . Then Joelle coming my hse study :D . Yeah , abit siaoz hor , not exam period then study . But nvm bah . Idw retain leh ! I really want kinder bueno now . And , I miss Xinwei ): Too bad she no email ah , haiz . And not looking forward to netball camp either . Somehow , I don't think I'll have fun . & I can't help but feel that you've changed , again .

I know I might be wrong

2010-06-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today was awesome eh :) , minus the lessons part . Walked to school on my own cuz Joelle didn't come >< . Hahas , nvm , it's ok :D . Lessons , science went to comp lab to do the presentation thingy , ok skipskip . Then break , then maths was boring .

Then after school ended , went to 7-eleven with Waikeng , bought mian + slurpee , since I ate faster thn her (\m/ !) , went back to 7-eleven to buy chocolate + peach tea . Then went back school , assembled , Azmira took out the plastic bowling stuffs , LOL . Threw a "bowling ball" at Jieyi :D . Then sat with Azmira on bus , veh fast jiu reach the sengkang there le lor . Then went in the childcare , at first me , Azmira , Meta & Clarise were in a group with 2 boys , I only rmbr one is called Matthew . LOL . That boy like Clarise eh , haha ! Then later Ms Kamath say girls group with girls , boys group with boys . -.- ! Then in our group got 4 kids , Xinwei , Michelle(?) , Yuxuan & Jingling(?) . Not really sure of the names ah , only can rmbr Xinwei & Yuxuan . Played games such as heart attack , tarzan the monkeyman , etc . Yuxuan damn errrrr lor ! She sit , can see her pants inside de . Then when Clarise asking the other girls what are their names , she say "her name is her name !" extra :x . Then later went to toilet with Azmira , wanted to go out liao then Yuxuan they all came in , say what , why we take so long . Wth , 5 mins = long ? LOL . Then Yuxuan wash hands , go splash water at me ! Wth ! Then went back to the room , Clarise & Meta went toilet , then Xinwei , Michelle & Yuxuan like bully me lor ! Find hair on floor , throw on my head . Then I think Xinwei , take my fringe go like , pin up like that but then is hold ontop , haiya make me look like damn clown can alr lor ! Haiya . I kenna bullied leh . By p2s & p4s ! Laughed quite alot . Then had to do dk what cheer thing , mainly was Clarise & Meta do the cheer , me & Azmira like slack around lor . Then had to go basketball court , then they all asked the kids choose who they want partner with , Xinwei choose me eh ! Only cuz wanna play with my hair -.- ! LOL . But in the end , she didn't play with my hair anymore :) ! Went to basketball court , we were the first group to have to do the cheer -.- . Anyhow said , then went back to sit down , played with toys that Azmira brought , took around 22 pics of the group , mainly Xinwei :D . She veh cute leh , I show her the pics I take , even though unglam , she also don't mind , instead , she re-do the face she did , LOL . Not like people our age , got unglams then scream liao . Then they had to go back to the childcare , while we had to go back to school . Azmira say when we go le , Xinwei looking for me leh ! :D ! Hehe . Tomorrow I'm so gonna make her take pic with me ah ! LOL . And even though I don't think I'll enjoy going to the stupid goat farm , I'm gonna try to have fun :D ! Then went back to school , on the way , Azmira say Yuxuan not gonna go tomorrow . Aw , sad . Heng Yuxuan not my buddy ah . Eheheheh . Tomorrow most probably gonna go 7-eleven with Waikeng (again) . Yeah , nothing else say alr , bye :D

Isit you jealous or what ?! LOL , seriously . Get a life .

Murder my heart

2010-05-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday
HAPPY 1 YEAR ANI , PHYLLIS AIAI/JIE :D
It's been 1 year since we knew each other le , fast right ? :) Thanks for being there for me whenever I needed someone to talk to !

Didn't go for church , went to ws , bought present for Joelle , Phyllis came to the shop look for me :D . Let's find a day to meet up , then I pass you the choc :)

Today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JOELLE EMMML :3
14 le , stay happy :D

Met Joelle , walked to school . So good ah , she got iTouch *jealous* . Then went to SPC , she buy water+sweet , I buy sweet only . At the parade ground , was abit messy , didn't really know where to sit at lor -.- . Science , went to comp lab , did dunno what powerpoint stuffs . Paired with Azmira . When people were at the 4th form of energy , we were still stuck at the 2nd form . Didn't even finish , then had to save in Mr Choo's thumbdrive already . Recess , bloody boring . Lit , went to AVA room watch The Outsiders , but then failed ar , the CD can't work or smthsmth . So quite slack uh . English , went to comp lab watch The Outsiders also . After school , supposed to go Whitesands with Asyura , last minute cancelled . Went home , cooked mian eat , watched hptx for awhile , then slept , cuz there was nothing to do , plus stuffs were bothering me . Not really looking forward to tomorrow's CIP , I think is need pair de lor , then I cfm no one to pair with ... :/ ! And , it means 1 day closer to Friday . Screw you , I don't wanna go netball camp eh ..

The reason why I told you , wasn't cuz I was bitching or whatever . It's cos I wanted you to take it as a hint , to start talking to me more , not ignore me more ! Maybe I just gotta learn to ignore , yeah ? Maybe I'll just shut my mouth , don't complain & stop feeling so miserable . It'll be much better , right , cuz I'm just someone following you , and you don't even see it as a need to include me in your conversations . I'm not trying to pick a fight . Really .

One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield

2010-05-29T23:20:00.006+08:00

Didn't do much today , couldn't be bothered reading Breaking Dawn , so watched hai pai tian xin ! I like , damn lagging behind sia , so many people watch finish already , I still stuck at ep. 8 . Like that time watch BOF also . Hahas . Hmm , gotta go church tmr :/ . At the same time , gonna buy someone's present . I damn kind right . LOL . Joke , I not so bhb . Aw , I missed 1111 . It's amazing how fast you change , just within a few hours .

The truth really disappointed me . So in their eyes , I'm just someone who isn't serious , fools around and does nothing . Somehow , I should have known this was what they were thinking . Maybe I just gotta try harder , and prove everyone wrong .

Turn it all around or throw it all away

2010-05-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

WTF AH , MY MUM FORCE ME GO NETBALL CAMP . Waste of time . Waste of energy . HAIZZZZZZZ . I wanna go out tomorrow . But , can't . Hais , will read Breaking Dawn to waste time ah . Afterall veh long never read le , I think I only at page 30smthsmth ._. !

Ok idk what to blog alr ah . I'm superh bored now . I don't wanna go to school on monday leh ! CIP on tuesday & wednesday , wednesday going to goat farm , aaaaa ! Stupid , why cannot choose other places .

You think I enjoy failing almost everything ? Why can't you just encourage me to do better instead of continuing to compare me to others , instead of saying I won't make it ?

Forget about you

2010-05-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

Today met Joelle , walked to school cuz we missed the bus . Then when we reached school , the bus just stopped . SHOULD HAVE TOOK BUS LOR . But then crowded uh . So no point . English , tried to stay awake . Dnt , was given arclic , then either make to the "bowl" thingy or strip heater or whatever . Wanted to make till the "bowl" thingy cuz was somehow less leychey , but then it didn't look nice , so did keychain :D .Recess , skip . Use your hand campaign , had to go art room , anyhow cleaned , then went back class . Mt & hist , slept . After school , ate noodles + slurpee . Then went back school , sit down for awhile , then laughed at pplz , then went to hall assemble . Was boring , kept looking back @ 2/3 parents , cuz , boredom la ! Pingyuan looks like his mum , both also fishballs-look-alikes . Then whoever was sitting beside my mum , the face , fking funny . is like the head damn big then chin damn small or wtv la ! Mr mani wear till damn . er , nice . LOL . Then mrs woo talked for very very long , 1 hr leh ! won't lose voice de meh :/ . then kept talking with gladys & waikeng & claire , then suddenly mrs sheri ask gladys , me , waikeng & joycelyn(?) to stand up . Then thought is cos we talk (minus joycelyn) , but then is kenna cuz of fringe -.- . Then later went to classrooms , walked past 2/5 , saw mr choo talking to my mum . argh . Then went 2/7 class , then wait awhile then my mum lai find me , marios say i look like my mum o.o ( i think ) . aaa . mr choo tell my mum i keep sleeping . where got sia !!!! Then saw waikeng , see her report bk , my mum kaypoh go see also (-.-) . Then bused to whitesands to eat , mum kept nagging & comparing . Hais . Then say want gimme tuition . then ltr say gimme tuition = throwing money into dustbin . Fk sia , if she think like that then might as well dont even talk bout tuition ? Hais . She nag till i damn ear pain liao lor . Heh . My report book got alot of underlines & 5s .

Hmm . Should I go for netball camp , or get mc ? ._.

Ey , Joelle , we're awesome composers , see , so many songs sound so much better with "KALA" in it :D !

Becuz I'm here for you

2010-05-26T23:46:00.004+08:00

Today , walked to school alone , cuz Joelle felt like vomitting ): , getwellsoon ! cw , didn't do , read read , then feel like sleeping le . Maths , ms wani didn't come , could sleep , but suddenly not sleepy already . cme , ms kamath talked bout the ptm stuff + 1st & 2nd june thingy , didn't really listen . recess , ate , queueing halfway then sakde cut queue , hor ?! heng i no have your cut queue gene xD ! chinese , liuxiaoya didn't come , slept abit . smsed Sakde & Waikeng . eng , did the worksheet thingy . whichever assesment book it was from , almost every worksheet got "squid eyeball stew" . eeee . literature , didn't do literature , but instead had to draw to decorate back of the classroom , boring much . after school , bused to whitesands with waikeng , ate , then bought bubbletea , bused home , then slept . ptm tomorrow , i cfm die liao lor ? if ms kamath talk bout me always sleeping in class ... then gg . kinda hyper now , cuz of Joelle . Follow Me Down - 3OH!3 ft. Neon Hitch = follow me (shampoo)'s theme song , if pikachu strike-d mdm kala , she wouldn't be chaoda , but instead , superh ~~kala~~colourful !

Sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy , now got phone de fee-ling very nice hor ? xD

& Joelle , kala kala kalachuuuuu , I strike you with rainbow ~~kala~~colours :D !

If what I did in my dream was reality , then woah ..
That split second of eye contact . Why did it all change so suddenly ?

Follow me , follow me , fa la la la la

2010-05-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

TODAY SUCKS . Woke up 5.40 , washed up , bought kinder bueno & green tea , saw phyllis & shushan ! then met joe @ busstop , bused to school . Then assembled , had the chinese writing thingy in parade ground , then very long later then went on bus . On bus , sat with asyura , listened to music , ate mamee , then reached the art museum . We reached at 9+ , but wasted 1 hour sitting outside the museum just cos it opened at 10 . -.- ... Then had to deposit bags in the trolley thingy , look like bird cage lor ._. . Had to do a worksheet while looking at the art works , but couldn't be bothered . The watercoolers there the water , all damn cold sia , swee (Y) . Stayed there for about 1 hr plus , left at 11 for asian civilisation museum . Asyura funny eh , her hp time show 1111 , but then actually is fast . wish early for nothing , LOL . Asian civilisation museum was like , damn boring uh .Wasted abit of time cuz had difficulties locking the locker or smth . Went to galleries , etc , can't really remember much uh . But the buddhist statues/stuffs , really got a creepy feeling leh ! Eeek . Then went back to school , by 1+ , my phone flat liaoz ._. , but then the battery lasted till around 3+ . Then the talk bout subjects thingy , sucks . Cuz , was boring , then me & azmira keep playing , I use her hand wack yewwei , etc , then later keep laughing , then the ~~cake~~kek ask us stand up go to the side . Super throw face la ._. then later he say something bout , what , dont be like ppl standing by the side , then everyone look at me & azmira . walao . ok skipskipskip . then chiong change to pe , went for netball . Was quite slack uh , cuz only had like less than 2 hours . I still dunno if I should go for netball camp not .. Dontwant go , but then jieyi keep forcing me go . :/ . After cca , walked home , shared kinder bueno with jieyi . I damn kind right ? :> . Homed , then did nothing le . I wanna sleep early tonighhhhht ! Hahahs .

Sometimes I really wonder if you're just using me . I really wanna know the answer , yet I've no idea how I'll ever find out .

I'll never be perfect

2010-05-24T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today , went to school with Phyllis t. they all . Home room was for 2 periods . Irritating , ms kamath used my whole table for all the forms & her pencilcase . Another reason why I want change place uh ! English & Maths , slept abit . Then know class/level position , class position 35/40 , level position 75/80(i think) . Hais . Recess ate with Claire , then went ISH find Clarise . Then music , did the survey thingy . For mrs teo's , i everyt also put strongly disagree , LOL . science , went through test paper (again) . Then went toilet , saw sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy ! She drink water very the glam (opposite) . PC , pekcek again , ms kamath put all her stuffs on my table as usual . Then is like , damn sleepy leh , I want sleep also cannot , cuz all her stuffs on the table , no space . Then after school , went central with Claire & Meta , bought bubbletea :D . Saw Phyllis & Shushan , then Shushan ask me why I random sms her . But then is cuz sakde go sms me using Shushan phone without her knowing xD . Win liao lor , LOL . Went home , did nothing liaoz .

Tomorrow got excursion + cca , ): !! & Waikeng not going school again . Hais . Stupid museums .. Then cca , confirm tiring one lor . Gonna go just cuz idw that mimi ang talk to me , cuz , cfm pekcek one . Hehs . Kay , bye .

Tongue tied

2010-05-23T22:02:00.006+08:00

Today , went church . Boring much , I yawned 7 times in total ._. . At least , it's the last lesson for the so-called semester . After church , went to ate lunch with my mum , superh full uh . Homed , onlined for awhile , then Joelle asked me go central cuz she kenna forced to go out . Joelle wear all black worh . LOL . Absorb the sun . All black , like mourning for the , errr .. ok nvm , idk the name . Then went to buy food for her mum , then she bought bubbletea set , i bought my honeygreentea♥ . Sat down awhile , then walked to my block the lift there . Then uh . Joelle fell . ._. I still feel bad leh ! Cuz , she shouted , & I didn't hear , & then only when one of the aunty say my friend fell then i was like , o.o , go see , Joelle fell . Imagine if got no one uh , x.x , if I never hear then just go up , then wth . Epic somehow , she tripped over the ~~cockroach~~pavement . Cuz , the construction worker people go take out the tiles . Then uneven liao lor , then ya . Blame the construction workers for removing the tiles so fast D:< . And , I think my comp really sucks . Sakde's google chrome takes 1 sec to go from 1 website to another . Mine takes 11 secs . Stupid computer luh ! *super not happy*

Joelle's not going school tomorrow (most probably) . Waikeng's not going school tomorrow also . Hais . No one pei wo take bus to school ! Getwellsoon oh . :D

Sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy is very the gong (blur) :D !

Overboard

2010-05-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

I'm bored i'm bored i'm bored .
i think joelle's hooked to google's pacman .
that stupid thing that lags my comp .
church ~~tomorrow~~ today , sigh .
can i like . quit the class ? ;wild
idw go sch during the holidays .
idw go netball camp .
i hate camps .
i think , im not gonna go for netball camp.
muahaha .
k whatever .

I feel like I don't know you anymore .

All over again

2010-05-22T00:24:00.001+08:00

I'm blogging cuz I'm super duper sianzxc .
Didn't go sch today cuz I overslept .
& Waikeng told me , I failed my art .
By 1 mark .
Wtf . See . I knew I wouldn't pass one lor ,
cuz reflection draw wrong .
haiz . BUT 1 MARK LEH .
;wild .
almost whole day wasted ,
woke up , on comp , no one online , went back sleep .
then ya . blahblahblah .
ok nth say le la argh . k bye .

you lied , 3 times liao !!! walaoz .

Stay , I still don't understand

2010-05-20T22:16:00.002+08:00

Today went sch with phyllis t. they all .
Joelle last minute say not gg sch :(
bought choco , ate while walking to sch
english , did the grammer worksheets ,
dnt , need draw dunno what hairdryer thing uh ,
mr loh go say what , "dont trace over like natalee hor" (or wtv) .
tmdz , aim wo ! /da
then recess , ate , then went back class ,
science , did science corrections , prus 1 mark ^^
but , still fail -.-
mt & history , slacked uh .
then went home , did nth .
talked with sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy for awhile ,
then her laoma want use comp .
then now still talking with her :D
hoho , tomorrow no cca !
& right . my blog's not emo leh ! /da .

Without you, I really miss you
Without you, please forgive me
Without you, you're the only one I love
Can't live without you
- Without You ; U-Kiss

Shut it down

2010-05-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today morning , went to school with phyllis.t ,
rained , bused to school , was almost late .
got abit pekceked . cuz , of people . ><
then chipmunk tcher talk to me agn -.-
as usual de sia , lao pattern .
always end with , "so i'll see you on friday ?"
/da !
then maths , failed , super badly .
at least , i win someone by 1 mark .
but still , very the low sia ..
then cme , slept .
recess , very the no mood uh .
not i angry . is no mood . :/
hmm . then mt ,
haiz fail badly also !
then english ,
50/80 , 35/50 :>
then after english ,
went outside class for awhile .
saw eindah waving , then i waved back ,
then the edmund also wave ! wth .
dk isit wave @ gladys or what ,
then idk who say i wave at guys .
haiyz -.- wo ye bu ren shi ta , wave @ him for what ? siaoz .
literature ,
31/50 :> !
funny lor , my answers shortshort de , but then more marks thn those write longlong de .
hehhs , but then , so far , only passed eng & lit ..
the rest all 40+ , mt & maths below 20 , wth .
die liao lor . if let my mum know my maths super low ,
cfm nag dao siaoz .
literature also , gu yi annoy ms kamath ,
cuz she put all her stuffs on my table mah ,
so i just keep look @ the papers till she pekcek
LOL .
then after lessons , went straight home .
then slept , cuz nth do .
sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy online , now talking to her ^^
just now rewujie-d with her & joelle , LOL .
haiz that website hor . cheeeeena . everyt chinese de .
but too bad uh . super sian then play de .
ey sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy , i know you're reading this :D !
eheh k , nth say liaos .
i wanna know my art marks ! if say art pass , equals 3 pass nia ..
fml . hais .
i want you to talk to me leihh , ):

Rewind

2010-05-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

Damn damn damn pekceked just now , tys Huiyu , Joelle , PhyllisTeo , Yuqian ,
help wo calm down abit xD
hmm .. morning went sch with Joelle ,
walked :D .
then blahblahblah ,
mr suhaimi nvr come sch , ;wild .
i wanted know my art de marks badly yo .
cuz , idk why .
then history ,
failed by 10 . ;superwild .
ok what to expect ? i nvr study that much :x
recess , hypered abit ,
after recess , dnt ,
argh , fail by 2 . TWO . ;supersuperwild .
artifact cfm fail , the arclic dropped off , cuz use wrong glue i think .
then mr loh take , see see then say "you glue everyt tgt ah ?!"
throw face >< .
then maths , ms wani never come .
mr choo also nvr come , but in the end got back the science paper .
faileddddddddd ):
tmdz , what if i everyt also fail ?
i think i lowest in class somemore ,
shukree ask me how much i got , then ltr say he not the lowest ,
so cfm i lowest lor ...
after school , went to waikeng's hse ,
then walked to ehub ,
ate fish & co ,
walked to townpark , slacked ,
then went to buy bubbletea ,
slacked abit in whitesands , then homed .
then uh , tmd , my mum ,
ask me bout my exams
then jiu tell her lor .
piang eh ! so what if i fail 3 sia ,
she like that immediately say what ,
the rest cfm will fail also , i cfm will go ite .
wtfh . encourage cannot de meh ?
then say i pass art got use not ,
like . of course got la , -.-
pekcek much , damn felt like going park scream .
somemore , she nvr push me to study like how my laoba did in pri sch .
ok la , i also at fault cuz i keep thinking bout playing comp during exam period ..
ohwell ..
i scared for tomorrow .
idw fail le , pl0x dont lemme fail anymore >< .
ok , gonna play rewujie with sakdegwayfwishbiantaizmummy le , byes ! xD !

Anything but ordinary

2010-05-16T01:53:00.000+08:00

Superh bored + not sleepy now .
morning , woke up thanks to yipwaikeng ,
LOL . ey , i woke up late :x .
hais . she , claire & yuqian going out tmr !
jealous manzxc , they can go out enjoy & laughlaugh ,
i need go to church .. haish .
& i really really really want go out on monday !
but then , mum don't let .
need rot @ home , haiz .
i wonder if i did well for exam anot .
but i think no , cfm fail :/ .
just now talk with sakdemummy ,
haiyo she , random send wo one errr . biantaiz pic ,
i thought virus leih ! scare ppl only hmph .
ok idk what to say liao uhs .
& yipwaikeng ! siao isit ! random tag yi ge "cheerupbaby" ?!
i not even sad how cheerup xD
you is bende or lagde sia , /shakehead .
shall go sleep le , someone sms me tomorrow pl0x ,
or else i cfm will keep yawning !
...ok . post that also no use , no one will sms wo de .
HAHA . k , byebyes .
i don't think i'll be posting ~~tomorrow~~ today ! hehhs .
sorry i couldn't help ..

Without you

2010-05-15T00:06:00.000+08:00

Exams over le ! ^^
maths paper 2 , gone case ,
art , gone case too , the reflection i draw wrongly ah !

morning met joelle ,
took bus , then alighted @ back gate
tried study but can't absorb so never study uh :/
then maths paper , anyhow do alot leh !
when maths ended , tried to find my brushes + paint ,
cannot find .
i thought i left in dnt room
then break , went to dnt room , dont have ,
then went library print the pic ,
then assembled .
art gone case ah , really .
cos i paint the reflection part first ,
then the whole water all blue ,
when wash also still blue ,
so cant paint white ,
paint white also looks blue-ish ,
used alot of the white thing , in tube de uh
when finished painting , used the tip of paintbrush go scrape out the paint xD
anyways also not mine mah ,
dunno who's de , i think brent's .
not sure uh . but my paintbrushes + paint , gone .
after art , went dnt do finish artifact ,
hand keep kenna glue lor , zzzs .
then bought bubbletea , went home .
actually want go out on monday with May ,
then my mum don't allow -.-
say what , if want , ask her come our hse talk .
talk only where got fun !
then kenna nagging .
hais , exam over le she still want me revise ! SIAO LEH .
so monday need rot at home , sian ..
just now talked to asyura ,
hahs , girl , the video is fake lah .
really . cos if really have ghost right ,
you think they will still swing when they know you recording ?
don't think so lor .
hmm . talked bout the girl getting slapped in lift ,
that guy who slap the girl , last time in my pri sch de ,
somemore is like those ahgua ahgua de .. eek .
kay , nth else to say , bye .
i'll cherish this friendship much more this time .

Never again

2010-05-13T22:45:00.000+08:00

Chinese & Dnt , gone case !
Met joelle , took bus , didnt study xD
chinese , throw face la !
i thought dnt first , even though joelle got say is chinese first
go take calculator ,
then meta was like "you take calculator for what ?"
then karmeli & claire laugh @ me !
bleh .
then uh , anyhow do ahh xD
cos , idk what they saying . LOL .
then slept , i think i first to finish yo :x
then break , ate , till very the full uh .
dnt , cfm diediedie !
the drawing of isometric thingy ,
i use rular draw everyt except for the semi circle part ,
then ltr like go colour colour then look like nvr use ruler , xD
after dnt , went whitesands with waikeng & claire ,
bought slurplee , then went to townpark ,
they sit on swing , then i sit in the uhh , yellow circle circle thing
then saw pri sch friend , dk whats her name ,
she & her friend want sit swing , claire & waikeng dw let them sit , HAHA !
then she say what , "is not first come first serve right ..." like that ,
if its not , no one would create that sentence le lor !
then rained , went ws slack around , till very sian
claire went home first , then slacked with waikeng ,
then ltr went home , did nothing , blahblahblah .
now doing art uh , want vomit blood liaos .
idk how do cubism ! hais hais hais .
art research + art exam = waste of time lor !
k cant be bothered blog liao , byebye
:D

Only you

2010-05-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

Today , met Joelle @ 6.30 , took 6.40+ bus (i think) ,
then went parade ground , studied .
end up , still cant understand anyt .
then science exam ,
hais , die le die le ,
everyt i nvr study , then they test .
hais .. finished within 50mins ,
then tried to sleep ,
the box thingy , make announcement de ,
superh irritating luh .
keep ti , ti like that ,
alot alot alot of times , till pekcek uh .
slept then woke up 2 times , both 20 mins after .
then paper end le , went dnt there with waikeng ,
then ltr saw claire & meta @ outside toilet ,
went to ws with claire & waikeng .
walking out that time then got bus ,
super squish but squish in anyways .
then went to macs , i ate hotcakes ^^
went to townpark , camwhored quite alot
then went to library , took alot of unglam pics ,
claire keep aim waikeng , LOL
saw my mum in library too , sueys .
infront of claire & waikeng , she talk like wah , so nice .
@ home leh , kns yo ! LOL .
then went popular , saw yuqian , esmee , thana & tracey @ escalator there ,
waikeng take pic of them , unglam unglam de .
then went in popular , look see look see ,
then sat outside popular , near the lift there ,
camwhored abit too , then ltr met my mum , went home .
on the way home , tried to delete pics cos got quite a few duplicates ,
then phone siao , become i delete alot of pics that aren't duplicates lor ,
so got arnd 17+ missing pics .
92 pics on fb ^^
& , i've no idea how to study for dnt & mt .
wish i'm sick (shen bing) uh , then no need do dnt & mt ,
afterall both also fail de !
& art , vomit blood la ,
i really really really dunno how do the research ,
then also like no one know how to do ,
hais diediedie .
art exam is such a waste of time manzxc .
heheh , today no need study till midnight , :D

Funny how we always want the impossible to happen , yet get disappointed when nothing happens . Gave up on everyt le , gone means gone , shouldn't really think too much hmm ? :/ ...

Distance

2010-05-11T20:15:00.002+08:00

Morning , met Joelle ,
bused to school , studied abit .
went to school then realised never bring calculator ><

me : ehh , maths need calculator ?

joelle & nicole : no uh , no need !

me : heng ah !

joelle : of course need la !

walao ): paiseh sia . argh .
then literature , cfm die le uh ,
write till idk what i writing ,
write till my hand pain :/
finished @ arnd 30 or 45 mins before paper ended ,
slept till hand numb , head pain .
during break , studied abit ,
then went staff room find ms wani , borrow calculator .
heh , i didnt even think bout that :/
then maths paper , cfm fail laaa .
first few ques , know abit ,
then ltr dunno how do / anyhow do le .
after exam , bused to whitesands ,
stupid la , the bus crowded , lost balance alot of times , throw face :/
ate @ kfc , $5 fly .
wanted buy the frozen yougurt , then scared nt enough ,
end up nvr buy , buy candy floss instead ; waste of money ah ):
then waikeng bought honey green tea ,
then went townpark ,
stupid tunnel thingys , so hot de .
then sat on swing , swing till uh , dizzy , somehow .
3+ bused home ,
i suey la , my mum saw me get off from the bus ,
maybe tomorrow can't eat macs breakfast .. ): hais .
freaking sian now , shall go study science .
i think im getting used to sleeping @ past midnight ,
dont feel sleepy @ midnight le , heheh .
3 more days :D !

nice song , nice lyrics , nice meaning , but 1 stupid bad memory was all it took to make me hate that song .

I could really use a wish right now

2010-05-10T20:54:00.000+08:00

Today , woke up @ 5.30 , snooze x 2 , woke up @ 5.50 -.-
chionged abit , then went down @ 6.40 like that ,
bused to school with joelle , then went parade ground study history
then nicole joined , funny sia , cos my wallet got bear keychain ,
brown de , then she thought was cockroach :x
then later idk how ,
nicole to me : eh your eyes very nice leh , brown colour de (or smth like that )
joelle to nicole : eh your eyes very nice leh , black colour one .
LOL . sacarstic eh , but funny ^^
last minute studied the other chapters , heng got study bout hock lee bus riots .
thought was eng paper first , end up is history paper first /da
wasted like so damn long studying chapter 5 , end up only a few ques on chap 5 . /da !
think im gonna fail de luh , about half of the paper idk how do , or anyhow .
then got the ques , who's the second prime minister ,
ans : lim yew hock , i write lim yew seng . /da !!!!
last minute cant rmbr lor . zzzs .
then when finish le , want sleep , ms teo dont let .
-.- , ppl check le , still need check so many times for what , LOL .
then break , ate abit , then walk lai walk qu with waikeng ,
then assembled , then english ,
passage not that chim like common test's ,
summary k.o.
stayed back awhile for art ,
walked to 7eleven with waikeng ,
then bought lunch with my mum , then homed le .
3 or 4 hours left to study , die laa .
need study till midnight again :/
even though it doesnt really help , in the end , i forget everyt ..
kay , shall go study lit le ,
prepared to fail maths ._.
fuck you , you're always siding the wrong people .

Maybe

2010-05-09T18:44:00.000+08:00

Went church , ate lunch , went to popular , bought file , homed .
Gonna start studying now , I really really really need to stop getting distracted :/
I'm running out of time

Can't stop lovelovelove

2010-05-08T22:47:00.003+08:00

Joelle's answer , "because that's life" .

Did nothing much today .

Not even a bit of studying done .

Argh , shit la . Damndamndamn scared will fail mye :/

Talked abit with Fionn ,

Sigh . Nothing much to talk with her toos , why did we drift so much ):

Hmm ... ohwells .. can't be helped , I guess .

Sometimes wonder , if we didnt make 1 small mistake ,

Would life be different ?

Life's too short to bear grudges , why can't everyone understand that ?

Hmm . Random much .

Won't be going church class tomorrow , will go mass instead ,

Most probably will yawn alot :x

& tomorrow , I'm gonna try not to use the comp ^^

Shun bian can sleep early uhs .

Why do all good things come to an end ?

I miss primary school , life wasn't complicated then ,

& now , life's getting too complicated for me to handle :/

Don't know what I'm saying , don't know what I'm doing .

I want a break manzxc , don't wanna be thinking 24/7 bout useless things .

If only can slack like last year :/

& , I need to stop getting distracted , argh .

I like One , LoveLoveLove , Love Like Oxygen \m/

LOL . Random much , hehe .

★!NATALEE , says:
*would your life be different if you didnt know me ? :/
*HAHA . randomzxc .
əlləoɾloserpants says:
*yes
*:x
★!NATALEE , says:
*hahaha :/ in what way leihs ?
əlləoɾloserpants says:
*i won't hav an emmmml <3
*and
*i won't be talking to u
*i won't have someone to go sch with me ( not using u )
*i won't hav someone who loves the songs i do
*:x

:D , saranghaeyo .

Hey , I'll miss talking to you . It could've been avoided , but since things turned out this way , yeah . Bye .

Say goodbye , the time is tickin'

2010-05-07T23:01:00.001+08:00

How fast can one change ? Very fast .

Today , went down @ 6.15 .

end up , phyllis & shushan nt yet reach .

cheat ppl de sia , always say go down early then they late )<

hahahas .

then while waiting for them , the cat keep following me

so weird lor .

only the eyes cute , hoho .

then they come le , waited awhile for qianying .

phyllis send me that hahaha song thingy , hear also laugh xD

then qianying come alr ,

went to spc buy chocolate

then morning assembly , skipskip ,

pe , had to run .

got abit pekceked when i had to run another round ,

cos like , others cheat , minus 3 rounds lor ..

sorry ehs . :x

then changed , mt ate chocolate ,

recess waikeng & claire ate ,

then went library chui aircon ,

laughed quite abit .

english , write till hand pain uhh .

after english , wanted go 7eleven de ,

then saw bus , last minute chiong , go whitesands eat .

eat finish le , then went back school for dnt .

fionn saw me but i didnt see her >:

why i go out with waikeng then ppl see me de huh ? LOL .

then dnt , shit la , artifact screwed .

i go paint the cam , now cannot turn/go updown .

omg . vomit blood . pekcek .

then went home , onlined .

yeah ok . cut short , idw type so much here .

monday exam le , hope i don't fail bah .

but totally no motivation to study ..

Things might have been different .

Hey phyllis aiai , thanks for cheering me up yeah . ♥s .

Runaway Love

2010-05-06T20:53:00.000+08:00

Today didn't go to school , overslept + abit headache .
very the very the surprisingly , my mum never nag leihs :D
hais . today supposed meet May de lor ,
postponed to monday :/
then wednesday meeting kristel again .
alot of money gonna fly away yo .
hais .
then today , studied , then idk do what .
damn , tomorrow need stayback complete dnt artifact .
sian much , my artifact looks so weird .
anw next term no more dnt le :D
& no more mrs teo \m/
hais sian much .
need offline @ 9 , my stupid usb cable not working !
damn , really need transfer songs ):
hais k . nvm . tmr then blog bah .
byebyes .

& maybe , things are going back to normal .